According to the psychotherapists I consulted, if you experienced emotional neglect and abuse as a child; or came from a crappy home, you'd likely be more susceptible to crappy relationships as an adult. You will likely end up in crappy friendship; or have friends who bully you or treat you badly; you'll have crappy lovers who treat you as badly and who don't care about you. These crappy relationships also get carry over to other aspects in your life; including your work. According to these Oracles, you will most likely end up in some crappy jobs where you're treated as if you don't exist. At 56, I knew all these to be true. But I also have the power to end and change the narrative. I can write my own life all over again but I'm already too tired and exhausted. I just want to play with watercolours.